Nicotine Kind Of Day

Today was totally a nicotine kinda day....

The morning was amazing. I ended up spending time with an awesome guy, who I'm now dating. =) He seems to be interested in more than my boobs, ass, and taste in music. Which is a nice change. We talked about the afterlife and what some of our political views are. So it would seem Claremore (nickname given by my friend, can you guess where he lives?) is interested in the gray matter in my mind. (NOT IN THAT WAY CHARLES AND DILLION!!!!!! PERVS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So that called for a Victory Smoke (or two)

Then shit hit the fan, hard.

I have a close girl friend (Chicken Little personified, crazy, and annoying somedays. But I love her anyway), who is having a few serious relationship problems. Well, I'm her safe outlet for them. Which is totally cool. I love helping my friends with their problems. But, there isn't much to be done in this kinda situation. And since she is super stressed and upset. I stressed and worried. Thus leading to Worry Smoking.

Then my plans got re-arranged several times. Which on a normal night wouldn't be as bad except tonight was graduation in our small town. And I had two very close friends graduating (along with several people who for various reasons I'm no longer friends with but wanted to clap for anyway) and didn't get time to finish their gifts. Which caused much cussing and chain smoking. (granted if i smoke three cigarettes one after another I toss the pack out of my reach for a few)

But, it was a bittersweet moment to see my freshmen walk across that stage.

Also, I forgot to take my meds today resulting in a bad headache. Not to mention I don't like crowds. Thus more smoking and bad words.

But, we hung out after the ceremony in a friends basement and BSed like none other. And it was great. (also we decided to start another D&d group! WOOOO!!!!) Which led to one last Victory Smoke.

All in all, not a bad day.