Rants and Raves

Rants-

#1) Black Friday Shopping- May I just say Ghetto-Mart, You Suck! Lines were long and your staff had no idea what they were doing!!!

#2) Dear Stupid Oklahoma Drivers,
        Use your Damn blinkers!!! Go the actual speed limit!!! Driving a car is not rocket science. Maybe the reason the driver behind you has road rage is because you never should be allowed on the road.
                          Thank you.
                    Everyone Else


Raves-

#1)

The agenda for this week.

So this week is going to busy as fucking hell. Here's the break down. =)

Today- Work, Midterms in two classes, spending some time with my dad and step mom (seeing as I live with them and never see them...), Finishing two essays for my classes.

Tuesday- More midterms (Yay?), Work, Getting everything I'll need for Wednesday's cake making and Thursday's wedding, Upload the two essays by noon, Yoga class, shave my legs and find my torn tights and jeans and see what I can do to patch them.

Wednesday- Luckily I am off, I have to drive up to small town. take my grandmother to the doctor, bake fill and decorate a wedding cake, Visit with my mom's family, pick up younger siblings from school, and a bachelorette  part (woo! let's get drunk!), making for what we can for the wedding the night before.

Thursday- Go up to avant with cake, set up for the wedding, Touch up cake if needed, hair make up of me bride's maid and bride, Wedding, Pictures, Get smammered..

Friday- sleep.

Week from HELL and it's only tuesday...

So here's what's up so far this week..

Missed my brother's play because I was waiting on a professor to take my paper. Like I walked in as everyone started clapping... =( Sad day.

So I went to go eat dinner with grandma and grandpa because they miss me. And it was a nice dinner aside from the list of reasons I should move back to small town... But it was nice.

I was running low on gas but I figured I could make it to the QT on the highway. I thought this because I have a tendency to run my car down to E. The scary "HOLY SHIT are we gonna make?" part of E. So I think I can make it... I get about halfway there and run flat outta gas. Like car won't move or rev. So I ended up pushing my car into the ditch by myself. Which wasn't really that hard other than I had cranked the wheel too hard and she went into the ditch pretty hard. (Poor Car) So I bundle up, thankful I always have extra jackets in my car. And walk the 3/4 a mile or so to QT. One car stopped but the driver looked like a Creeper so I declined their offer for a ride.
Luckily QT had a loaner can and I walked back to my car. When I have almost made it back to my car, a sweet little old lady stops and tells me she has help coming. I think that in a small town she probably recognized me or my car and call some relative. I get to my car and here come... Not one but TWO cop cars. Which in the long run was a semi-good thing because the gas can was stupidly designed.

Then I had to prove i wasn't drunk.... I wasn't.

Then I headed on my merry way back to Ttown and home... I got pulled over a block from home.........

Then today I have a message from an ex saying he's sorry and ect................


I SO dislike this week and it's only Tuesday...

Update =)

As usual not in chronological order or any real order...


1) I am getting a short story PUBLISHED!!!!!!!! It's through Amazon as an e-book and for free. So when I get a release date I would like everyone to download it even if you don't ever read it.

2)Seeing another guy. He's nice and it's going pretty well. Even though we only see each other and get to talk a few days a week. (But I think my dating issues might like that)

3) I am living in Ttown. It's a big change from Smalltown. But it's great. Always something to do.

4) I'm working in a recording studio and it's the best job I've ever had.

5)I am getting into local music even more ( not because of the job). Look up DDNT, All About A Bubble, Hey! Dollface, and The Ksides.

6)Cut and Dyed my hair. Now it's an almost pixie cut and hot red.

8) Karma is a bitch......

9)I am loving fall. =)

10) Had my dad and stepmom watch Dollhouse and I see the kick Charles got out of having watched it and rewatching it with us.

11) Speaking of Charles, I miss him and his ass.......

12) I'm getting a new tattoo. =) Soon hopefully.

13)I'm teaching four people the magics now..... It's interesting to say the least. =)

These are my friends?!? Of course they are!

****The names of people and places have been changed to protect the innocent and guilty both*****

Wednesday- Me and The Problem Child decided to surprise/ scare Her Matthew when he got off work that night at "Incredible Place" (shortened to IP). This meant we needed a plan....
Here it was.
1)Pick up Our Friends Formerly Known As The Owassos (OFFKATO)
2) Buy fake flowers, A green Monster, and gas at some point.
3)The Problem child was going to write a sickening sweet note.
4) Drive to IP and find Her Matthew's car.
5) Place note and flowers on his car.
6)Hide and wait for him to come, jump out and scare him.
7) Give Her Matthew the Monster to make up for making him have a heart attack.

This was a good and solid plan. But it was us...... This is what really happen...

We (me and the problem child) went and picked up the manly half of OFFKATO and ran around "Green Walls Mart" only to find they did not have flowers of any kinds. So we went to the "Red
 Dot Store" across the street.

Now, everyone knows the "Red Dot Store" has a $1 section as you are coming in. So we stopped and looked. The Problem Child found Easter masks. So she picked up three (A Lamb, A sparkling Bunny, and Duck) and we grabbed the other items we needed from the "Red Dot Store" and went on our way, happily.

So we make it to BA and stop at a "Quick Gas" station for the monster. We ( Me and The Problem Child) grab the Monster while The Manly half of OFFKATO grabs a drinks and walks to where we are.

SMALL WORLD MOMENT- We bump into a friend from college, who mistook me as the other half to OFFKATO. Then remembered who I am and brought up "My Boy" meaning the Jackass who I had a very messy and drawn out break up with.

SO we finally make it to IP and comb the lot for Her Matthew's car. Not once or twice but like four times....
So we being flexible changed the plan. The Problem Child sent him a panicked sounding text and we parked to wait.

....And wait.....

....And wait....

Then we saw him.... parked a few spots from where we had been sitting......



It was a great night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD

From 2011 into 2012- An Update.

Well, lots have happened....

I was prego, but I lost the baby.

I was laid off, so may the epic job search now include me.

I have a new best friend, My Problem Child (Kristin <3). And i love her, we share a brain. We have many epic adventures. Such as being goth fan girls at the Rise Against concert. =) Which as fantastic. And being Hated by God for lying to a Christian.

D&D seems basically to be at the same stand still. Not to say our D&D group has disbanded, but the last few times we hung out we have gone to play pool and drink.. I played DD seeing as I couldn't drink. Driving from Ttown back to our small town with drunk friends=priceless. I am very happy to report no bodily fluids in my car. XD just odd talks even for us.Well, not really...

I busted the headlight outta my car. Which should be fixed soon. No really this time!!!

I am currently watching Supernatural with my youngest brother. We are on season 3 and it's awesome. Not as addicting as Dollhouse but still great. <3

School has started and I'm actually taking a teaching class.

I'm getting back in touch with old friends. Which is amazing.

I have a new god child, Xander, and another on the way. Which makes seven with one on the way, And I swear of anyone hides all the parents at once I will kill him. >.< You know who you are....

I'm loving this weather. Warm yet cool at night. It's like spring in the middle of winter. =-)

I am also sad to say The Tallest Fairy will no longer be joining us here in the Land Of Too Far. As I am apparently too unstable to associated with.... Which is funny because he hadn't talked to me in weeks. But I'm the bad guy... Eh, Screw it.... I'm done. Truly done. If he decides to pull his head outta his ass, good for him. But I do not feel I should put up with this bi-polar friendship anymore. Therefore, I truly wish him luck, just luck elsewhere.

GRRR.... Customer service.

So here's the thing people, if you call into a phonebank and want something fixed you may wanna keep a few things in mind..... Here are some pointers...

A) The person who answers your call is just that a person. So even if you are PISSED try to be nice. They are not the cause of your problem and probably will do everything they can to fix said problem. Calling some who you can see names is just mean and rude. Plus, mane calling just makes you look uneducated. Especially if you make assumptions about their life. I had a caller tell me to quit my job and go to college. For the record, I am going to college. Look, you know nothing about that agent's life. So don't BITCH about their life choices. That's just rude.

B) Don't yell. Most agents are on headsets which makes it pretty impossible for them to pull it away from their ear. Yelling=pain. Just be nice. I don't come to your work and yell at you.

THANK YOU AND HAVE A GREAT DAY.

This life known as mine....

So, lots of exciting things are happening all at once in my life, Woo. =)

But, I have one issue I need to vent about. People, a handful friends of mine, keep telling me I'm handling this all wrong or that I'm just repeating what i've done in the past. Repeatedly....

I get some people aren't going to be behind me 100% and won't like how I'm handling things. I admit I'm kinda making my own path as I go. And that there are similarities between my life now and my life just over a year ago and I am well aware of them and exactly how deep they go. So back the FUCK off!!! At this moment in time I don't have the time or energy to deal with arguing over this or any bullshit drama I know that will upset a few people but oh fucking well.

This is the LAST TIME I will say this. I am happy and this is MY life if you don't approve of how I'm doing things or this choices I make and feel the need to BITCH at me for them then A) FUCK OFF and B) Either keep it to yourself or you know where the goddamn door is! I refuse to put up with this shit!

That concludes this broadcast. Thank you for calling and have a wonderful day.

Pray for rain..

So I realize I live in the bible belt. I do. But really A Day of Prayer for Rain?! I'm sorry, I thought there was supposed to be separation of church and state or something... I really think this is Mary's best idea. (NOT!)

I mean, this is Oklahoma, wouldn't make more sense to organize a traditional rain dance of all the Indian Nations?

Never mind, I'm not Christian and slightly offended on a personal level. But to ask the citizens of your state to pray for rain...... Classy, very classy.

YO!

So lack of interwebs makes blogging a pain to keep up with.

I finally got a job! XD XD XD Waiting tables at Olive Garden in Owasso. Not the greatest job. But hey it's better than nothing. (I can already hear the new whore jokes)

And we are looking for a new place for D&D... Co-Dm's place has been decided against most likely is not going to work out. So that is a toss up when it will be happening and where now.

I hung out with The Tallest Fairy and I have had a few new adventures. Last night we went to a surprise party for a friend. (Who doesn't hate me like everyone thought. XD) Which was a blast. And we had a horrible  movie night. Dance of the dead- decent B zombie movie.(If you like zombie movies or B horror movies netflicks this) Ticked off tranies with knives- just awful, but was fun to laugh at with The Tallest Fairy.

My Co-Dm sent me into a panic attack when he either hit or kicked the back of my car and yelled while I was backing up. And suddenly I couldn't see him. I thought I had ran him over.... I started hyperventilating and cussing him. He laughed.... >.<  (Of course now I find it funny too.....) This was after running into the Owasso. Which was a nice awkward surprise, I guess.

Also, Marlyn Manson's music is the soundtrack of my life this week. A few songs that stand out are Coma White, (s)aint, This is the new Shit, Tainted Love and of course Sweet Dreams. ( I listen to angry music when I'm happy..... Yes I know it's weird)

Been forever.

Updates not in chronological order.


1) We finished Dollhouse!! The ending is amazing and awful. Like always Joss.... Boyd is a crazy, just an fyi.

2) Jobhunting still sucks.

3) Me and White Russians (the drink) do not mix well.

4) I love the lake and summer.

5)No one uses turn signals in Oklahoma and it pisses me off.

6)Babies like glowsticks.

7) Getting D&d shit together so we can actually play soon. (I should talk to my Co-DM about that I guess...)

8)No interwebs makes me bored and wanna cry.

9)Doctor Who is amazing. (I realize this is an obvious statement)

10)Questionable Content= Great web comic.

11)Phone should be shut off soon. =(

12)Sprinkler hid behind drunken relatives + getting little kids to turn it on= Highlight of the 4th

13)The Tallest Fairy is also now my gay husband.

14)My car has been dubbed Tink.

15) City of Fallen Angels, Acheron, ShadowFever, and Personal Demons all great books.

16)Beastly is a amazing book, but a boring movie.

17)Coffee is fuel. (Yes, I'm running on coffee.)

Another Year Older

So I turned twenty one today. I had a great day with my family and The Tallest Fairy. =D


I had my first legal bitch beer today... WOO?

Currently, I'm at Claremore's. He's cooking a late dinner and then we are spending his last night in the states together. =) To be perfectly honest I kindia wish he wasn't leaving. But, I'm also excited for him to have this chance. So many mixed feelings.....

I'll write more later. Hope everyone had a good weekend and a happy Father's Day.

I will stab you....

One more kitchen joke today and someone will be stabbed. Either my co-DM or Claremore.......


I'll keep you posted...

So.. It's Been A While...

So, the original D&D group has pretty much played out. Which I have mixed emotions about....
BUT, we (me and my co-DM) are getting our shit together for the other group to be able to start playing soon. XD. Which I'm very excited about. Granted, this group has more experience playing (which totally scares me since they have play more than me.....)

 Also, The Tallest Fairy and I went on an adventure. We braved the roads in the Fairy Wagon-Cruiser (I know not the name we came up with but I couldn't remember it.) And got horribly and badlyish lost. Yet, we were on the right road. (yes, we are just that talented).  This was a week after we (once again The Tallest Fairy and I) were fooled by a football (a grey one) pretending to be an armadillo. We were very disappointed. (we had tried to sneak up on it...)

I am still job hunting.... Which sucks big ones....

But my laptop is fixed!!! Thanks to my co-DM. =)=)=)=) This makes me happy beyond words..

And I found a bunch of my cds.

And in other news we have made it to the second season of DOLLHOUSE!!!!!!! (yes we are still addicts)

Just perfect....

Snuggling with the boy-check
Staring up at the stars-check
Have a deep meaningful conversation-check
That sweet happy kiss-check


Then he told me to get back in the kitchen.... Why am I with him? jk

Um.... (the rant/ weirdly deep thoughts of today)

So today I'm all about trying to make my brother happy. It was his 16th bday party a month late. Well, long story short none of his friends could come. So we go to kidnap my co-dm and decide we'll hang out or something. Well, outta the blue he brings up things (bad painful memories I don't ever like visiting) I always assumed he didn't know. I stuttered at a lost for words. I mean how do I explain the past? Especially, a past that broke me for a long time but I have move on from and that will hurt him?

I know it's naive but I just want to act like it wasn't the nightmare it was. I don't want him to see the monsters in my closet, not when I fear they could hurt him too. They would change his life. Isn't ignorance supposed to be bliss?

So, I talk to a friend and I tell him about it all. I mean it's the first time my past as come spilling out my lips and on to someone's lap in years. (which both freaks me out and pisses me off). And his grand response, "you're a victim." ....... I just blinked at him and somehow managed not to yell..... to much...
I. Hate. Being. Called. A. Victim. ( I can not stress that enough)
A victim is someone who has no control over what happens to them and/or can not save themselves. (Or at least in my eyes) I stopped being that awhile ago. I will honestly tell you that that part of my past was not my fault. It doesn't always feel that way, but I know it to be true.
If you are going to label me about my past. Call me a Survivor or something. Because I lived though it, still am somedays. When you label me a victim it chains me to being that weak and helpless. The past did that to me already, I don't need you to as well.

I hate my friends... With love.

We (the usual three) hung out tonight.We drove around Tulsa and then grabbed Arby's. (Which was tasty.) Then came back to the Land Of Too Far for a bit of guess......   YEP, Dollhouse. (Almost done with season one! =D But we will be  so so sad when we get to the end and the fact we have no life is reinforced.) But, the night was good and had lots of great jokes made about one and other. (granted if anyone else were to make these jokes about us or our friends. Lets just say a few wells would be needed.... >.>-shifty eyes-<.<)

And at one point, I had said "I hate you both." My dear Dillion replied "But with love". And the fact that if someone were not used to our crazy insulting friendship is going to be a little shocked.So my friends are amazing. Sometimes, well lots of times, a pain ass and they drive me crazy. But I do love them, most of the time.

 But, honestly I have the best friends in the world. Even on days when they are driving me crazy.

One Of Those Crazy Perfect Weekends

FRIDAY- Originally was to be spent with Claremore at bonfire. But it was moved to Saturday. So I ended up driving around and catching up with an adopted brother before going to my friend/co-dm's house to watch Dollhouse.
(Side note- If you haven't seen Dollhouse, Watch it! But be warned it's addicting.... Also DAMN YOU CHARLES AND DILLION FOR EVER SHOWING ME THAT STUPID FRIDAY SONG!!!!!)

SATURDAY- Me and my co-dm/friend helped my dad and step-mother move. Granted it was just down the block and around the corner. But it was interesting..... We thought of some D&D ideas for both of our groups. I need to do research on a few things still for one of the ideas.

Then I went to the bonfire with Claremore. XD It was great. Like amazing great. Then I stayed with him.... (three guesses what we did... ;D)

SUNDAY- I had family come in from way way outta town and we had a small family get together. (Granted we counted 73 people, but that's little for us.) At one point, my younger brother jokingly said to his friend "grab the other arm of her chair and we will throw her in the pool." So what do I do? Hand everything in my pockets to the nearest cousin and tell them to go for it. (Looking back I see the flaw in my judgment. You see, My brother and his friend are 16 and about 6 foot tall and both into being fit and muscly) They proceeded to carry me over to the pool while still in the lawn chair and toss me inti the water fully clothed. It was pretty freaking funny, but called for revenge. Luckily, I happened to have a big can of silly string in my car. =)

Later that night, I watched more Dollhouse with my co-dm and another close friend. =) (We have a problem we know. Damn Joss Wheden for his amazing TV shows....) We were really mean to each other but it was great.

MONDAY- Memorial Day is my mother's family reunion. It was great to see all our family and to visit and eat great food. Then a bunch of us gathered at my aunt's house. I was given like four paper bags full of books. =)  (Fay, if you are reading this, Thanks again!)

That evening was spent running around with my co-dm. And of course more Dollhouse. =)

Books + coffee= how to start a morning

So... I have a few book suggestions.

The Mortal Instruments series- This is a great series. There are characters you can't help but love or hate. The plot twists and turns and pulls you into the world of Downsiders and Shadowhunters. If you like fantasy and a dash of teeny bopper love and drama.

Rage- Teenage cutter turned into one of the four horsemen? Hell yes!!! I loved this book. If you are curious about cutting or know someone who cut(s) this can be a very informative book. Plus the storyline is wonderful. The characters feel real and like you'll getting to know them.

The Princess Bride- If you have seen the movie and liked it, you'll love the book. It's got everything from action, adventure, miracles, villains, heroes, pirates, and true love. Get the abridged verision to avoid long Moby Dick type passages. I highly highly suggest it. It's one of my favorites.

GRR... Mini Rant

So, I realize The Land Of Too Far is in the Bible belt. But, I am SO VERY sick of Christians who view themselves as better than non-Christians. Yeah, you go to church every Sunday,SO WHAT?
 I work and pay taxes just like you. I spend time with my loved ones just like you. I laugh, joke, and read (probably very different things but still). I have faith in my beliefs. SO BACK OFF!!!!

 It would be different if you had even a tiny gasp of my religion. But, after they do they little spill about how Wicca is bad and I ask them why, all they can say are things like "it's against the Bible". Okay, a point to you for kinda knowing your holy book. But, A) the Bible says it is not your place to judge (I was Christian for the first fourteen years of my life), B) you know nothing about my beliefs or usually who I am, and C) Bill of freaking rights!!!

So allow me to give you a few pointers on Wicca.
1. I do not worship the devil. (or believe in him or your Hell)
2. I don't just go around casting spells on people. (We believe what you send out comes back threefold.)
3.Harm none= most basic Wiccan rule.

Look, don't push your beliefs on me and I won't smack you.